
cuz I'm emo like that.

It may not seem that cold to you, just a few degrees below zero. But this is me, who gets cold during the summer, and gets cold in her house when other people are dying of heatstroke.
SHANNON DOES NOT FARE WELL WITH COLDNESS.
Me and Stasia will complain our ways to warmth. Maybe it'll burn calories, too.
( This is what 6:15am looks like. It's gross. )
I woke up at 5am, got up at 5:12am, left my house at 6:15am, got to work at 6:50am. I had to wait 2 trains before a Millennium Line one came.
The 6 hours went pretty fast, I barely noticed it go from being 7am to 9:30am when the store opened.
When I got there, the door was locked and I was like, oh crap. I tried calling but nobody answered. Luckily a few mins later another woman who works there showed up, and she said we just had to wait until they let us in.
I spent 5.5 hours (I had a 30-minute break) folding shirts, folding jeans, and finding WAY too many things I want to own. AND I found a way to temporarily relieve my neck pain, so that's good. Once I figure out the back pain, I'm SET.
I didn't sleep til after 2 this morning, but on the bright side I thought up 2 portrait shots that use the Burrard Bridge, and involve me stealing my mom's SLR. It's not fair, I get these awesome ideas that I can't use until certain weather or something. Like in one idea there has to be the certain light that comes from the beginnings of sunset. The other one could work with any light, so that's pretty cool.
I MUST get my bank stuff in on Wednesday. Cuz I would really like to have money on Friday.
I've probably mentioned that I Googled my name and found a book where one of the characters has my same full name.
Even weirder, she's like the main character and also has green eyes lol.
But, the book kind of sucks. There's grammatical errors, too. *shakes head* Oh well.
Tonight I will go to my mom's and look at her camera, and tell her about work and talk about school stuff. After I go to the bank and get my damn info so I can get PAID.
I woke up at 5am, got up at 5:12am, left my house at 6:15am, got to work at 6:50am. I had to wait 2 trains before a Millennium Line one came.
The 6 hours went pretty fast, I barely noticed it go from being 7am to 9:30am when the store opened.
When I got there, the door was locked and I was like, oh crap. I tried calling but nobody answered. Luckily a few mins later another woman who works there showed up, and she said we just had to wait until they let us in.
I spent 5.5 hours (I had a 30-minute break) folding shirts, folding jeans, and finding WAY too many things I want to own. AND I found a way to temporarily relieve my neck pain, so that's good. Once I figure out the back pain, I'm SET.
I didn't sleep til after 2 this morning, but on the bright side I thought up 2 portrait shots that use the Burrard Bridge, and involve me stealing my mom's SLR. It's not fair, I get these awesome ideas that I can't use until certain weather or something. Like in one idea there has to be the certain light that comes from the beginnings of sunset. The other one could work with any light, so that's pretty cool.
I MUST get my bank stuff in on Wednesday. Cuz I would really like to have money on Friday.
I've probably mentioned that I Googled my name and found a book where one of the characters has my same full name.
Even weirder, she's like the main character and also has green eyes lol.
But, the book kind of sucks. There's grammatical errors, too. *shakes head* Oh well.
Tonight I will go to my mom's and look at her camera, and tell her about work and talk about school stuff. After I go to the bank and get my damn info so I can get PAID.
- I Feel Like:
tired - Music:Garbage - Stupid Girl
My mouth hurts. Why is it that mouth pain is like the most intolerable kind of pain? Seriously, in grade 7 when I broke my leg, I had my cast changed to a walking cast after like 4 weeks, and the pain that came from shifting the position of a not-completely-healed fracture WAS EXACTLY LIKE THE FEELING OF GETTING MY BRACES TIGHTENED, but in my ankle.
Maybe I should go to the dentist. But I don't think either of my parents have medical coverage right now... I want to go to Strelzow too, and be like, get this effing piece of metal off my teeth, it's not doing anything but be annoying.
I ALSO have to go to the eye doctor, not because I can't see, but because it's the last chance I'll get to go for free.
The roof of my mouth, gums specifically, is sore and raw... and I don't know why. I think my retainer has something to do with it.
One of the fun parts of being drunk is the next day, trying to remember exactly why you have phone calls on your recent call list that you don't remember making.
Oh yes, and the fact that you commented a bunch of people on your friends list on Nex that you haven't talked to in ages because they're all younger than you lol. Oh, drunken boredom.
( Pics... from MYYYYYY camera! )
Maybe I should go to the dentist. But I don't think either of my parents have medical coverage right now... I want to go to Strelzow too, and be like, get this effing piece of metal off my teeth, it's not doing anything but be annoying.
I ALSO have to go to the eye doctor, not because I can't see, but because it's the last chance I'll get to go for free.
The roof of my mouth, gums specifically, is sore and raw... and I don't know why. I think my retainer has something to do with it.
One of the fun parts of being drunk is the next day, trying to remember exactly why you have phone calls on your recent call list that you don't remember making.
Oh yes, and the fact that you commented a bunch of people on your friends list on Nex that you haven't talked to in ages because they're all younger than you lol. Oh, drunken boredom.
( Pics... from MYYYYYY camera! )
- I Feel Like:
sore - Music:Matthew Good - Weapon
I'm still relatively drunk right now lol.
I feel so small.
Like, I put my head in my hands to rest for a second, and I feel the bones in my jaw and my cheeks and feel like I should be in somebody's arms so they can protect my smallness.
I want to have my collarbones and hipbones pierced. I think that would be SO HOT. OMG. Then I'd go to the pool and ACTUALLY WEAR MY BIKINI TOP like people tell me to, and no on would focus on my small boobs cuz it'd be like HEY SHE HAS DIFFERENT PIErCINGS.
I took apart xmas trees for 4 hours today. And then saw a hot boy in IHOP. So maybe Fri I'll make Leenie come pick me up again so I can hit on him.
Vodka and Sourpuss, prolly not that great an idea. But I feel better now. No nausea.
Omg, Matthew Good. <3 times a MILLION AND TEN. That man is amazing.
Again, something stopped me from applying at Douglas. This time, my dad being asleep and unable to provide me a credit card number. I want to apply for school so I HAVE IT DONE.
I plan on taking bio, math, a creative wiring course (personal narrative) and possibly Japanese, because I have to take the math before I can take the physics.
I can't wait to be in school again. I miss learning. *drools*
I miss learning like I miss... um... hot boys making out!
*resolves to watch video again before going to sleep*
According to Leenie, hot IHOP boy was hitting on me.
Normal people don't hit on me, I don't have boobs.
BUT. He was cute *grins* I have SUCH a one-track mind.
Stupid boobs. Or lack thereof. I swear, my mom had boobs when she was my age. I must have inherited the boob gene from my dad.
I'm ALMOST tempted to go on birth control JUST FOR THE HORMONES.
Anyway.
My face is numb.
I'm less drunk than earlier, so I can actually type now. I sent several angry texts to people who DON'T KNOW HOW TO BE ON MSN WHEN I SAID I'D TALK TO THEM LATER.
Just means I will sexually harass them tomorrow. Snap.
I should go to bed.
My 4 hours flew by today.
I'll go to the bank tomorrow and ask them what I need for direct deposit, and then fill out necessary forms for work, and hand it in on Friday. Woot. Money! :D
Yeah. Bed soon. Night :D
I feel so small.
Like, I put my head in my hands to rest for a second, and I feel the bones in my jaw and my cheeks and feel like I should be in somebody's arms so they can protect my smallness.
I want to have my collarbones and hipbones pierced. I think that would be SO HOT. OMG. Then I'd go to the pool and ACTUALLY WEAR MY BIKINI TOP like people tell me to, and no on would focus on my small boobs cuz it'd be like HEY SHE HAS DIFFERENT PIErCINGS.
I took apart xmas trees for 4 hours today. And then saw a hot boy in IHOP. So maybe Fri I'll make Leenie come pick me up again so I can hit on him.
Vodka and Sourpuss, prolly not that great an idea. But I feel better now. No nausea.
Omg, Matthew Good. <3 times a MILLION AND TEN. That man is amazing.
Again, something stopped me from applying at Douglas. This time, my dad being asleep and unable to provide me a credit card number. I want to apply for school so I HAVE IT DONE.
I plan on taking bio, math, a creative wiring course (personal narrative) and possibly Japanese, because I have to take the math before I can take the physics.
I can't wait to be in school again. I miss learning. *drools*
I miss learning like I miss... um... hot boys making out!
*resolves to watch video again before going to sleep*
According to Leenie, hot IHOP boy was hitting on me.
Normal people don't hit on me, I don't have boobs.
BUT. He was cute *grins* I have SUCH a one-track mind.
Stupid boobs. Or lack thereof. I swear, my mom had boobs when she was my age. I must have inherited the boob gene from my dad.
I'm ALMOST tempted to go on birth control JUST FOR THE HORMONES.
Anyway.
My face is numb.
I'm less drunk than earlier, so I can actually type now. I sent several angry texts to people who DON'T KNOW HOW TO BE ON MSN WHEN I SAID I'D TALK TO THEM LATER.
Just means I will sexually harass them tomorrow. Snap.
I should go to bed.
My 4 hours flew by today.
I'll go to the bank tomorrow and ask them what I need for direct deposit, and then fill out necessary forms for work, and hand it in on Friday. Woot. Money! :D
Yeah. Bed soon. Night :D
- I Feel Like:
drunk - Music:Matthew Good Band - Radio Bomb
Yay for Wallace and Gromit, yay for dinner at White Spot, yay for walking.
Tomorrow I work, and Leenie's gonna pick me up so much love <3. I get off at FOUR. Lol.
I tried to apply online to Douglas, but noooo it ended up being STUPID and I had to email the registrar about some crap and BAH. Of course when I get around to it, something happens like that. HI IRONY GODS, I SO DIDN'T MISS YOU.
So, there was a body in Moody Park. I'm serious.
I left to meet Stasia before dinner, and I saw Leenie's friend Kat and another girl walking by, and she said, "Watch out for the body in the park!" I thought she was kidding, so I was like, "Body? Sweeeet."
Then I get to the end of the block and lo and behold, TONS OF POLICE TAPE. And EVERYONE watching. So I call Stasia. And tell her that there's a body. She walked right by it, under a canopy and a tarp. Police were taking pictures, and large portions of the park were roped off, as were some bits of the street on my side.
Dunno what happened. I'll snag the Record tomorrow on my way to work.
Dinner was fantastic, it was fun and yummy... mmm Zoo sticks... *drools* Katrina Karpoff works there, so she came and talked to us, and when we were leaving, Trevor and some members of his band that I recognized showed up lol.
Saw Emily, Matt, Glenys and Justin at the theatre, I got hug-raped and I asked them if they'd heard about the body. Apparently it's some girl around our age, but I'm not believing that until it's in the paper.
The movie was good, I love Wallace and Gromit... I used to watch it all the time. <3
After the movie we wandered to Tweedsmuir and played on the swings and such. We headed home around 10, because Stash wanted to catch Gilmore Girls (which my dad was watching when I got home), and Ben needed to study and Ori wanted Gilmore Girls too lol.
Now I am here, I must remember to take Leenie's cam cord with me tomorrow, and get up on time to have a shower and find a better bag to take with me... I can't find my orange and black one, which pisses me off. Damn lost things.
Tomorrow I work, and Leenie's gonna pick me up so much love <3. I get off at FOUR. Lol.
I tried to apply online to Douglas, but noooo it ended up being STUPID and I had to email the registrar about some crap and BAH. Of course when I get around to it, something happens like that. HI IRONY GODS, I SO DIDN'T MISS YOU.
So, there was a body in Moody Park. I'm serious.
I left to meet Stasia before dinner, and I saw Leenie's friend Kat and another girl walking by, and she said, "Watch out for the body in the park!" I thought she was kidding, so I was like, "Body? Sweeeet."
Then I get to the end of the block and lo and behold, TONS OF POLICE TAPE. And EVERYONE watching. So I call Stasia. And tell her that there's a body. She walked right by it, under a canopy and a tarp. Police were taking pictures, and large portions of the park were roped off, as were some bits of the street on my side.
Dunno what happened. I'll snag the Record tomorrow on my way to work.
Dinner was fantastic, it was fun and yummy... mmm Zoo sticks... *drools* Katrina Karpoff works there, so she came and talked to us, and when we were leaving, Trevor and some members of his band that I recognized showed up lol.
Saw Emily, Matt, Glenys and Justin at the theatre, I got hug-raped and I asked them if they'd heard about the body. Apparently it's some girl around our age, but I'm not believing that until it's in the paper.
The movie was good, I love Wallace and Gromit... I used to watch it all the time. <3
After the movie we wandered to Tweedsmuir and played on the swings and such. We headed home around 10, because Stash wanted to catch Gilmore Girls (which my dad was watching when I got home), and Ben needed to study and Ori wanted Gilmore Girls too lol.
Now I am here, I must remember to take Leenie's cam cord with me tomorrow, and get up on time to have a shower and find a better bag to take with me... I can't find my orange and black one, which pisses me off. Damn lost things.
- I Feel Like:
indifferent - Music:Nine Inch Nails - The Hand That Feeds
This is the best thing on the whole internet. Seriously. Ever. Omg.
Emo boys making out... omg. *drool*
Emo boys making out... omg. *drool*
- I Feel Like:
*needs to change pants* - Music:Armchair Cynics - Bang
I am a fucking retard and I just itched my eye EVEN THOUGH I was perfectly aware that I just pet Stasia's cat like an hour ago.
My eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
I work tomorrow. I should do that crap that needs to be filled out, shouldn't I? That is what Sundays are for.
My eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
I work tomorrow. I should do that crap that needs to be filled out, shouldn't I? That is what Sundays are for.
- I Feel Like:
OMG ALLERGIES - Music:Thrice - For Miles
So, I have possession of camera cord, and now I will photoblog.
After I upload the pics to Shutterfly. And copy and paste like 65 of the img src tags. Shutterfly isn't as nice about photo hosting... last time I did it, the pics disappeared after a while, but on Blogger they stay. I dunno. Tricky Tricky. And screw Photobucket, I'm not uploading 65 huge pics like that. My Flickrs are full... and I have 3 :| At least I think they're full. I should check that.
Okay sweet, I have space on a Flickr for these pics. Still gonna do the Shutterfly though, gotta send pics to people :D
( Stasia's Bday! )
( Edge Pics )
( Walking Bruiser with Leenie )
( Thanksgiving Dinner )
( Saran Wrapping and More )
There. I photoblogged. A lot. This took WAY more time than it should have, my Flickr Uploadr was being emo and kept freezing when I was uploading pics :|
AND. I think Tom's almost ignoring me now lol. Oh well... I guess that's what happens. Woot.
After I upload the pics to Shutterfly. And copy and paste like 65 of the img src tags. Shutterfly isn't as nice about photo hosting... last time I did it, the pics disappeared after a while, but on Blogger they stay. I dunno. Tricky Tricky. And screw Photobucket, I'm not uploading 65 huge pics like that. My Flickrs are full... and I have 3 :| At least I think they're full. I should check that.
Okay sweet, I have space on a Flickr for these pics. Still gonna do the Shutterfly though, gotta send pics to people :D
( Stasia's Bday! )
( Edge Pics )
( Walking Bruiser with Leenie )
( Thanksgiving Dinner )
( Saran Wrapping and More )
There. I photoblogged. A lot. This took WAY more time than it should have, my Flickr Uploadr was being emo and kept freezing when I was uploading pics :|
AND. I think Tom's almost ignoring me now lol. Oh well... I guess that's what happens. Woot.
- I Feel Like:
bouncy - Music:Adema - Do What You Want To Do
- I Feel Like:
content - Music:Assemblage 23 - Disappoint
I AM A HAPPY CAMPER.
I have found my new de-stressifyer. 16 Matthew Good videos, anyone?
*dances*

I have found my new de-stressifyer. 16 Matthew Good videos, anyone?
*dances*

- Music:Matthew Good - Flight Recorder From Viking 7
"They say if you play a Microsoft CD backwards, you hear Satanic messages. That's nothing, because if you play it forwards, it installs Windows."
LOL.
LOL.
- Music:Matthew Good Band - The Future is X-Rated
I WIN.
I don't think I've ever been so infatuated with a song's lyrics...
Matthew Good blows my mind.
Fearless has ( gorgeous lyrics )
Freaking amazing. Off his first album, too.
Matthew Good blows my mind.
Fearless has ( gorgeous lyrics )
Freaking amazing. Off his first album, too.
- I Feel Like:
calm - Music:Matthew Good - A Long Way Down
The most recent "Something Positive" comic I read has a quote at the bottom that I recognize.
"Teach us to care and not to care, teach us to sit still." - TS Elliot.
I dunno, I take weird things as omens.
I don't know what this means.
On Friday, I had a really good shuffle going on my iPod, and later, a ladybug landed on my leg.
That put me in a good mood for what could have otherwise been a shitty day.
It's a small world.
"Teach us to care and not to care, teach us to sit still." - TS Elliot.
I dunno, I take weird things as omens.
I don't know what this means.
On Friday, I had a really good shuffle going on my iPod, and later, a ladybug landed on my leg.
That put me in a good mood for what could have otherwise been a shitty day.
It's a small world.
Last Alcoholic Drink: Bacardi Gold and iced tea on Wed
Last Car Ride: Um… on Monday when Ryan, Leenie and me were bored
Last Kiss: end of March, I think.
Last Good Cry: prolly not that long ago.
Last Library Book checked out: can’t remember
Last Movie Seen in Theatres: Charlie and the Chocolate Factory *drool @ Johnny Depp*
Last Book Read: Good Omens (for the nth time)
Last Movie(s) Rented: no idea
Last Cuss Word Uttered: probably fuck
Last Beverage Drank: orange juice
Last Food Consumed: chicken nuggets. 12 of them.
Last Crush: I had a Crush Cream Soda slurpee on Monday :P
Last Phone Call: talked to Mar this morning
Last TV Show Watched: some of Family Guy
Last Time Showered: This morning
Last CD Played: CD? Like, an actual CD? Lol. I think AFI – Sing the Sorrow
Last Item Bought: a bag of Cool Ranch Doritos
Last Download: A Killers cover song… can’t remember what.
Last Annoyance: ooohhh we all know this one.
Last Disappointment: same answer.
Last Soda Drank: cream soda at Wolf’s yesterday.
Last Thing Written: I drew something… and wrote “STUDY FOR BIO” at the top of my planner notebook.
Last Key Used: “end” or one of the keys on my flute.
Last Word(s) Spoken: I’ve been home alone all day, be damned if I can remember, I think it might have been when I said, “YOU WOULD” to my iPod when it started playing David Gray
Last Sleep: last night
Last IM: Leenie
Last Weird Encounter: define weird, and I’ll tell you.
Last Ice Cream Eaten: can’t remember.
Last Time Amused: dunno.
Last Time Wanting To Die: last summer.
Last Time In Love: too long ago.
Last Time Hugged: I think when I ran up to Mar when she was walking JB with her mom.
Last Time Scolded: this morning, about my messy room
Last Time Resentful: all the time.
Last Chair Sat In: current place I am resting my ass. Kitchen chair.
Last Lipstick Used: lip gloss stuff Nati gave me for my bday
Last Underwear Worn: these ones, black sheer ones that were part of the experiment to see what wouldn’t leave pantylines
Last Bra Worn: this one, my grad bra, white, can go strapless, and I’m using my black straps lol.
Last Shirt Worn: my purple one with the stars
Last Web page Visited: nexopia
Last Car Ride: Um… on Monday when Ryan, Leenie and me were bored
Last Kiss: end of March, I think.
Last Good Cry: prolly not that long ago.
Last Library Book checked out: can’t remember
Last Movie Seen in Theatres: Charlie and the Chocolate Factory *drool @ Johnny Depp*
Last Book Read: Good Omens (for the nth time)
Last Movie(s) Rented: no idea
Last Cuss Word Uttered: probably fuck
Last Beverage Drank: orange juice
Last Food Consumed: chicken nuggets. 12 of them.
Last Crush: I had a Crush Cream Soda slurpee on Monday :P
Last Phone Call: talked to Mar this morning
Last TV Show Watched: some of Family Guy
Last Time Showered: This morning
Last CD Played: CD? Like, an actual CD? Lol. I think AFI – Sing the Sorrow
Last Item Bought: a bag of Cool Ranch Doritos
Last Download: A Killers cover song… can’t remember what.
Last Annoyance: ooohhh we all know this one.
Last Disappointment: same answer.
Last Soda Drank: cream soda at Wolf’s yesterday.
Last Thing Written: I drew something… and wrote “STUDY FOR BIO” at the top of my planner notebook.
Last Key Used: “end” or one of the keys on my flute.
Last Word(s) Spoken: I’ve been home alone all day, be damned if I can remember, I think it might have been when I said, “YOU WOULD” to my iPod when it started playing David Gray
Last Sleep: last night
Last IM: Leenie
Last Weird Encounter: define weird, and I’ll tell you.
Last Ice Cream Eaten: can’t remember.
Last Time Amused: dunno.
Last Time Wanting To Die: last summer.
Last Time In Love: too long ago.
Last Time Hugged: I think when I ran up to Mar when she was walking JB with her mom.
Last Time Scolded: this morning, about my messy room
Last Time Resentful: all the time.
Last Chair Sat In: current place I am resting my ass. Kitchen chair.
Last Lipstick Used: lip gloss stuff Nati gave me for my bday
Last Underwear Worn: these ones, black sheer ones that were part of the experiment to see what wouldn’t leave pantylines
Last Bra Worn: this one, my grad bra, white, can go strapless, and I’m using my black straps lol.
Last Shirt Worn: my purple one with the stars
Last Web page Visited: nexopia
- I Feel Like:
blah - Music:Darude - Sandstorm
Wootness, so now I have a LiveJournal...
Probably doesn't mean I'm gonna switch from Xanga.
But I can use Flickr with this one. Oooo... convenient. I love it when things work out, don't you?
Quotes of the night:
"I thought Matty was an odd name for a boob"
- I don't know, but that was after Steph wrote Matty's name on her boob.
Me: "Do you and Joe have the same camera?"
Cameron: "Yes..."
Carly (?): "You guys are camera buddies!"
Cameron: "Oh we're more than that..."
"This is my best... life... thing... I need to go pee!"
- Cameron, after being asked if standing under a ceiling too short for him was any fun.
Woot, it was all fun and I didn't even drink ANYTHING! *grin*
( Yay for html... this is a lot of pics )
Probably doesn't mean I'm gonna switch from Xanga.
But I can use Flickr with this one. Oooo... convenient. I love it when things work out, don't you?
Quotes of the night:
"I thought Matty was an odd name for a boob"
- I don't know, but that was after Steph wrote Matty's name on her boob.
Me: "Do you and Joe have the same camera?"
Cameron: "Yes..."
Carly (?): "You guys are camera buddies!"
Cameron: "Oh we're more than that..."
"This is my best... life... thing... I need to go pee!"
- Cameron, after being asked if standing under a ceiling too short for him was any fun.
Woot, it was all fun and I didn't even drink ANYTHING! *grin*
( Yay for html... this is a lot of pics )
- I Feel Like:
mellow
